About 8 months back I was doing so well for far over a year that I made one of my biggest mistakes yet "I stopped my meds" I went into full blown mania for what seamed for ever. All my old demons came back anxiety, split personality,seeing and hearing things to full blown psychosis and hurting a complete stranger I was Hospitalized.More than two weeks pasted that is a complete blank I am back on meds and at the therapist twice a week. The nightmares is unspeakable and the voices is driving me insane and on top of all I get epileptic attacks. On the other hand I am getting better I just need support and understanding. To fall from the top of the world into the deeps or depression is no joke. Bipolar understand the opposites of this disorder and every good will or advise can be worth a thousand sunsets.