It was good for the most part. I learned a lot in dbt. I learned from a failed relationship. I've learned to begin to be better to myself, despite still having feelings that I'm selfish and sometimes useless. No one is perfect. I'm learning to accept my many shortcomings and faults. I'm beginning to do my best at things I had lost my passion for, enjoying music and playing it more than before.

The past few months have been a whirlwind, I lose track of whats going on. I feel like I've found the love of my life. I've learned to realize that I need to be a whole person on my own, enjoy my own company before I can love someone else.

I'm thankful to start another year still having my Dad who gets quite ill. I'm thankful for some nice memories with my parents. Friends, some new ones some old I've reunited with. I'm feeling more content with my life. Something always seems to keep me down, I over think things, and am learning to really live in the now, it's all we all have.