No, I am so afraid to show him that I can't handle when he leaves,on vacations, I am afraid he will drop me as a client. The closes I came was his vacation in July, he left for a week and the night before his vacation he called me to make sure I was ok, and to remind me he left his collegues number for me to call her if I need her. I told him I was scared to go through the week without him there, he told me if I needed him to call the office and they would call him, he wasn't going away just hanging at home for the week. I think I re-read his emails a million times that week to stay grounded!!!