Thank for writing hon, this so sounds like we could of wrote it. I did the hunt just recently and this is how I did it.

I only was able to find a few that specialized in dissociative disorders where I lived out of the hundreds of trauma therapists by Googling "trauma therapists". Up popped 'Psychology Today- therapist' which is a directory of hundreds of therapists local to us. I filtered to my insurance company 'Humana' and 'trauma' and only 20 came up. I sorted them for 'dissociative disorder' experience and emailed the 3 that I found. One was male and the other 2 was female of which one of each gender emailed me back. I so can't talk to males which left the one female. I've met her once, but it takes $$$ to see a therapist, so I'm job hunting right now to pay for it. Is she good? Don't know, only time will tell. An other told her we'll fire her if she screws up! Lol.

I hope that this helps you some sweety. Co-pay resets today, so now I need $200.00 a month to maintain my mental health treatment and we are as of now jobless. Just one trip to the hospital kills any out of pocket expense, so maybe a visit is in order? Just thinking.

After a few months of research, I think I've totally figured out how my system functions which has helped me understand myself. I can tell you that in a reply or p.m. if you want, or not. It has helped us get a grip on what's going on that some of us are no longer freaked out on it.

Good luck!

Good luck!