I think you made a good decision by telling your family. I didn't want to tell you, but now I can: my father dealt with cancer for the usual 5 years WE THINK before brain cancer took him in 5 short weeks. He never told us. We still aren't sure... but you know hindsight... we put things together.. The doctor never let us have his records so we won't ever be sure. But all we had with him was 5 weeks. We wished he had shared.

Even if WHEN it isn't cancer, your sharing is a good thing, I think.... then you can all be in the full celebration with the good news, too!

still sending that energy for you... will try harder so you can sense it hit you... not tonight... maybe Wednesday I can trance for you... my old indian ways... yes I will Wednesday.

Think good thoughts.