I always used to hold it back, with her and others. I could bite the inside of my lip or distract with other thoughts, but now nothing holds the tears back. I cry in front of others, now, too, and it can be embarrassing at times. I never know what will trigger me. T says it's because I'm so overwhelmed with my life and stress. I cried at pdoc last week and he at least told me there were tissues on the table next to me. I think I'm so used to not having tissues offered or near, my first response was to say, "No, I'm fine." But then I did take one and was grateful for his caring.