How might I tolerate the presence of other people in general? I have always loathed the company of other people, especially with my own family. Although there are a few exceptions, I always feel a strange irritation when engaging in social activities. There is no particular origin of the irritation, no reason, but it simply occurs. It is to the point that I spend the vast majority of my day alone.

As an introvert, I do appreciate elongated solitude, but as it seems a requirement to interact with other people (frequently), it has become rather problematic. My repetitive irritation (and sometimes a slight sense of loathing) does not always trigger in the presence of friends, but when near either my family or a notable, collective group of people, it tends to gradually increase.

There are no prominent issues which have ever occurred in my life; well, except perhaps philosophically. Which seems rather ironic to me, considering the fact that I tend to have reoccurring episodes of frustration when with my family, even though my family is financially and emotionally stable- nor have I ever dealt with instances of personal bullying or harassment. If anything, the majority of my frustration tends to be directed towards society as a whole; honestly, people virtually all seem the same to me. Sure, their habits might differ, but their virtues, goals, and even personalities all seem to reflect only each other. Physical contact is exceptionally irritating to me, especially hugs and hand-contact. I quite literally have no romantic, or physical, attraction to anyone for that matter.

I might add that as a particularly picky eater, I do not receive the recommended supplements of fruits or vegetables. Not exactly sure if that inherently correlates with the current issue I have presented, but it does contribute to daily exhaustion. Honestly, I am not really asking for a solution as much as just a means to tolerate people. Sure I have never actually lashed out at anyone in any manner, but it stresses me out beyond belief.