I'm an introvert too-- I prefer my own company to that of others. My introversion was exacerbated in my childhood by the fact I was academically ahead of my peers (I knew words like "exacerbated" long before they did) and I was treated differently as a result. Some were resentful and some were just hesitant about trying to engage with me. I learned early on how to blend in as much as possible, but my consistent good grades still set me apart.
It sounds like your irritation with people in general might stem from an impatience with them. I felt that way for a long time, but in time I learned the truth of the statement that "everyone is just doing the best they can." Once I internalized that it became much easier for me to socialize and deal with others. Family is another story.  All I can say about that is the old trope that we can choose our friends but we can't choose our families. Hope this helps some.
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