A person can be severely lonely at any age, and being so lonely can make us do things we wish we hadn't. I'm sorry this guy took advantage of you-- but that's just what he did. It's not your fault. I'm sorry you've had bad luck with meds, but try to hold onto the spark of hope that brought you here. You will find things with help, whether meds or otherwise. I understand your not wanting to go to the hospital again. But your therapist needs all the relevant information in order to help you. You can also find a lot of help-- in the form of support, good feedback, and encouragement-- here, so keep posting.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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