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Originally Posted by Desolatex
So about 3 days ago I met up with this guy I had been talking to for about 2-3 weeks on the internet and I know I know its dangerous and whatever but I was just so lonely and he said he wasnt going to use me or anything and wanted to get to know me well... He drove me to the mall and we went to a music store, talked a little and he I guess realized I wasnt interesting so he kept trying to pull me to another place and we walked around the mall till we got outside and he picked me up (it was raining and I thought it was cute) then when he set me back down he kissed me and I kinda thought "okay this is cool, I think he really likes me" he then took me to the top of the parking garage where no one was at and we started playing tag and he tried to dance with me. I kinda shrugged it off because I suck at dancing and im really awkward, he had asked me previously on the internet when we were chatting if I "liked it rough" I said yes because I thought maybe he would like me better and im a virgin and very lonely.
Well we went back to his car and he pulled me on top of him and started grinding against me. He then put me back and gave me hickeys on my chest then he choked me, I said I liked it but I told him to slow down. Then he came around the car and pulled me out and took his d*ck out and made me jerk him off, then he kept making out with me
. I went home, he said we have nothing in common, left and now 3 days later I feel very suicidal and dirty because when I look at my chest I see the hickeys...
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Do you have a local rape/crisis hotline you can call? Do you have a therapist? I think it would be good to get some extra support right now.