An alright day for me so far. Today was a typical Saturday with the housecleaning and shopping. I did my Saturday routine a little bit differently today. I had a little more time to myself, but I didn't notice a significant difference. I kind of miss the old way of doing things. Though I did take a longer bike ride today than other Saturdays.

Nothing much socially today. My friend called me a couple of times today and that was it. Nothing going on tonight; except that I got a movie.

Woke up this morning having dreaded feelings. Feelings like: 'what will happen if I suddenly get ill, when will I pass away', etc. And feeling very alone and out in the cold.