Tranquility just about said it all. I'd suggest doing a fear inventory...and if your sponsor isn't available, find another woman with a good program who is. When you find out what your fears are, you can ask HP for guidence......take it a day at a time, do the next right thing....go to 4 meetings a day if you have to. As long as you stay sober, this too shall pass!!

Congratulations on 5 months!!!!! Geez it seems like yesterday you were just beginning to post here!