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Old Jan 03, 2016, 12:02 AM
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I guess I should have been a little more specific about the topic.

Trigger warning :suicide

Somehow the talk about suicide came up. Not totally unusual because my step-dad killed himself when I was 19. BUT this time the conversation was directed towards me, he basically patronized me about suicide and that he's heard the things I've said before with other patients and there not here anymore. I've been so mad since, like he's basing our four years of therapy off of what some of his previous patients did? I've been to hell and back these last few years, and I don't understand why he just doesn't let my actions represent me. Im having a lot of trouble trusting him now. He wants to explain himself next session but I feel like that will just piss me off more.
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