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Old Jan 03, 2016, 02:21 AM
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Originally Posted by Wander View Post
After years of an addiction to pot I quit last Wednesday. It has been a rough few days but I think I am almost over the physical symptoms or withdrawals. Now I find myself becoming increasing upset. Not about anything in particular so it is hard to pin point the issue. I have a trauma history but I am not having flashbacks now. It just feels like all the pain, fear and trauma I experienced are coming to the surface and it terrifies me. I feel like I will lose control which is why I am on close observations in a psych ward.

Has anyone else had all their issues come flooding back when quitting an addiction?
Yes!! I was doing pot every night for 3 years. When I decided to stop it was miserable. I'm still paranoid (my doctors say delusional). When I stopped I was irritable and flew off the handle at the littlest thing. I also had more flashbacks and nightmares and got real jumpy and impulsive in public.

Ya know even going to NA, the people in there said that my pot addiction wasn't a real addiction like heroine or methe. And I'm sitting there freaking out and can't get my head straight.
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Wander