This time last year I told my therapist I would not "do another year of depression"
I lied because, here I am, a miserable year later....
Do I bother to attend therapy this week and confess that I have never been less interested in living or do I just phone and say "Bye and Thanks for trying"?
I've never been hospitalized before and I CAN'T BE so maybe it's better to just leave???
I have NO faith in the idea that I will be "cured" but I AM scared about quitting...
BUT He has a VERY full list and a WAIT LIST so his time could be far better spent than on me....
Thoughts please....

FALLING TEARS