Me too, Though funny as it may seem, I am ok with it as long as I am not married. I can view it by myself but prefer not to and I can view it with a boyfreind but not with a husband. This I can't quite figure out why.
I was raised by an old fashioned mom and she was a christian also but also I was molested as a child for about 6 yrs. I have seen a therapist over it and she suggested a few things but none of which helped so far. My next step is Hypnosis because I want to get rid of this fear. Its in alot of movies and with a future husband I don't want this to interfere with our relationship. I want to find a way to accept it better. I hope it works.
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