Just reread your post. Yeah, I have SUCH a propensity for not fitting in, but I do realise thats partly my fault and my latest round of growth is helping me, and being here is helping me. Talking to Jusitce has been helping me.
I do have some real stuff though, my story with discovering self disorder and wanting to share my new understanding. I thought the 2 things should go together. I have spent the last 2 days writing and rewriting about the understanding I have gained and I hope one day it will be useful to someone else. I am interested that you left the fellowhsips and are fine.
I'll share some more in the drugs and alcohol place.

Lovely to hear your experience.

got to try to get to bed ontime tonight.

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