I have missed her all over Christmas and it's not getting any easier.
I miss the consistency with her. I seen her every week for what would have been two years in February.
Although new t is fun and exciting I still feel a deep loss and sadness with ex t. Despite all of her flaws and mistakes we did work well together for the most part.
I have only seen new t twice and I am considering not going back and calling ex t because I have lots of doubts and fears around new t.
I guess I am just confused about it all and wondering why this keeps happening. I can't always blame my ts, there are two of us in the relationship.
Any thoughts or comments are appreciated because I don't know what I need.

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