Question... why are you so against the labelling of yourself as "evil"? Everyone, including yourself I imagine, would agree that your actions are indeed "evil" ...or is that an incorrect assumption? You seem to know right from wrong, and you also seem to know your actions are harmful towards others. Yet you don't care (and I'm not even talking about the kind of care that comes from empathy). What would a person have to do to be given the label of evil in your eyes?