Thanks, your suggestions are wonderful just probly not practical for me. The only place I could live for free would be a homeless shelter. I'd rather go into debt here then be extremely lonely and depressed in a homeless shelter. I don't know what I could do for odd jobs really, I can't even mow my own lawn because I have visioin impairment and run over rocks and stuff and then the mower doesn't work for me anyway after I start it and everything. But you do have good ideas. I'm sorry I'm being difficult. I gotta go though I'm starting to get really sad and depressed right now......