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I'm afraid of sinking into that weird sedated state where I talk so matter-of-factly and ditch all the emotion.

Know what I mean?

Sidony

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Actually, congrats on wanting to move forward from that state. I'm not there yet. I actually try to get to that lack of emotion state so I can just give T a report of what happened since I last saw her without breaking down. I think you should be proud that you want to work through all the emotion even if you can't always do it.

Good luck getting what you want out of your session tomorrow. It sounds like you made some progress in your group last time. That's huge right?! How does it feel to have done that?