I always had T's who would call back.....many times in the far past it was due to suicidal issues that I would make the call.
Since I left my H & moved so far away, I found a wonderful new therapy group......I tried hard not to need any help, but my T (who retired at the end of 2014), would always call me back if I called because she knew that there was something I needed help with working through....I only did that maybe 3 times in all the time I was seeing her so she knew that when I called for support it was important.
The wonderful T who took her place was my DBT group leader for 2 years & I made a wonderful connection with her during those 2 years also. It's great now that therapy is mostly being able to talk through some of the integration with my past thoughts I've been working through. We do talk about all the things I have going on in my life now & how much change I've made over the years of seeing them here....something I wasn't able to do in any of the previous 13 years of therapy while I was living with my H. He was only fueling the issues & really found out that he was at the basis for almost all the depression I had been going through.....had no idea until I left him just how bad it really was.....that was an education in itself & therapy helped me process that.
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Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this.
Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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