I'm getting nervous about seeing pdoc on Wednesday.

I know I have to tell her all about what's happened this last month-paranoia, hearing things, mania (all that crazy crap), crashing, snd police/ems coming to my house and almost making me go to hospital.

It's been nuts and I'm worried how she will react. I do want a sleep aide. I am open to trying an increase in rexulti and trying meds ive been on before.

I'm just worried what she will say/want to do. My t knows everything already of course. But she didn't seem too concerned. She did have me contract to go to hospital if I got unsafe a couple weeks ago.

I should probably have gone with EMS /police that night and gotten help.

But I'm just worried.