I'm not feeling so good today. I feel really dull, without any personality and nothing can make it better. Also, I have these impulses or urges to wanna do something bad or feel myself being drawn to sadistic like things like violence. I was reading a post about how someone had feelings about bashing someone's head in and I was really drawn to it. Not only that but I want to be violent myself; everytime someone comes close to me or talking to me I imagine violent things happening to them. It's wrong but it makes me happy or gives some kind of emotion.
I just wonder what anybody thinks of this? Should I be worried? Has this happen to anybody before?