gabriel, I pray that you,an obviously sensitive/intelligent person will understand that "christian" people are known by their love for others,not the garbage you're family is dumping on you.try to understand that among any group of people you will have the good,the bad,and the ugly...but when it's people who presume to love God and hate their brother God considers them to be "liars",please,don't be taken in by this deception of what a christian is.knowing our Lord personally is like nothing else,he's seeking a relationship with you because he loves you,be well...take care!