you should love how you're. god gave you this look and you should be thankful, dont you see people who are really born ugly or deformed? are you like this? if you would like post pic, and let us see how you look

we all have different issues and wish we were never born at least not with the thing we have and hate, but everyone born for something.

what matters whats inside not outside, bullies hurt you, the pain and cut still there, i dont know how you look, but ok if you're ugly as you think, your body alive, take that body to new sight, let it do better thing. look isnt end of road or issue unless you're actor, although some actors arent that handsome or perfect

you also should look at mirror often and say, i'm good, others may be worse. try to follow styles you like and say it makes me perfect. just practice to accept how you look, ugly or handsome, you must accept it and be confident.

take good work, live your dream, continue your education if possible.

bullies probably work as bullies, and either dont have life or they have issue made them work as bullies.

i pity them to be honest they work as 'bullies' they dont have a real meaningful work, they hurt people and laugh. while you 'ugly look, or whatever they call you' hurt, but going to live life, try to go for dream...etc
so who do you think winner? hurtful person or person who's hurt trying to go on and prove he's better in something important regardless of what he's been bullied with

if you want friends and forget about these bullies, easiest way go out, try to start speaking with everyone, shop workers, people in general, at least hi, how are you? no need for long speech. if you're that shy start with net, blogs, online games, here you can learn more to be confident and try to fix this issue and speak with everyone...etc. i'm online like 12+ hours when i dont have college if you need me. by time you will find some new friends who could really appreciate you and maybe be more sociable

there's many options to help you out, but open yourself and start fixing, what doesnt make some of us change sometimes is refusing help