I run backwards too sometimes. This year while manic and lonely I contacted a man I hadn't talked to in 14 years. Talk about mean. And juvenile. Wanted boobie pictures. I never have or will send nude shots over Internet.
As for you. Leave this behind. Get on with your life. Join OK Cupid or something so you have a fresh someone new to talk with.
I was on several sites looking for a caretaker. It's nice to get attention but try to get positive people in your life. Maxy