Still in hospital, it has been 6 days now and I'm still not stable. Massive hits of meds have kept me safe. Things should turn around soon or so I make myself believe to avoid despair. Going through pot withdrawals and a mixed episode. Scary, uncomfortable and dangerous. I am lucky to have supportive family and friends and a great team of clinicians helping me get through this. I am hoping the worst is over but scared as I am still very unwell.