Thanks, Sasha...

I think it's now been about a week I've been on this drug. 20 mg. I think about a week.

Have been noticing more and more that I don't wake up immediately thinking about the possibility...possibility...that we're all going to die with no after-life. That's been especially traumatic for me, a person who always had such a strong belief that life doesn't end with the grave.

I truly have had a spiritual crisis, says the secular nun. It's the worst thing in many ways I've ever lived through, and I have always gone forward--after the death of my mother in a car crash; I obviously lived...the drowning of my father...the tragic death of my brother--with faith. With such strong belief, a belief corroborated by some of strangest/miracle-like life happenings.

Please pray for me that I will get my faith back. I'll take Prozac if it works...I would eat dog dung...with gusto...if it worked. I'll pray for you.

Thank you,

Anna