Years ago I used to celebrate the "new year" thing and get all excited about that.

Somewhere along the way, I changed. I guess I got tired of being all hopeful at the start but disappointed at the end, seeing that nothing ever changed.

Now, a "new year" is nothing but a change of calendar to me. It's a reset, it changes from December back to January again. Like being stuck in an endeless loop...

Sure, I still kind of "celebrate" Christmas and New Year for the sake of fulfilling a "social obligation", but I don't really "feel" it, I kind of lost the joy for it.

I believe that if changes are to come, they'll come any day of whatever year. If we must do something, we should do something between now and the 31st of December... not wait until the year after. I want changes now, next year may be too late.

Please note: I'm not lecturing anyone and I'm no Mr. Know It All, it's just the way I think.