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Originally Posted by kamikazebaby
I'm completely the reverse. Not about being myself at work, but about being myself hardly anywhere or with anyone, and hiding a lot. It sounds nice, though, being able to relax around people. But the only way I can get through every day is by controlling what others see or know of me as much as possible. I don't want those outside people to know about my problems. By "outside people", I mean everyone but the people I choose to allow close.
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Well the down side is ppl can be shytty. Example: There's one thing I'm sort of choosy about who I share it with but if I spend time with you, it's a part of my life I ultimately spill. First person barely spoke to anyone but me so I know it never left her. Had a coworker who was very good to me - she gave me A LOT of rides home when my cat was broken down for months so I told her and her friend who does my hair. Well another friend at work asked me who I told because, "Mean Girl" just came and asked her if she heard. The friend also does MG's hair but I figure it's one of the 2. Hoping the hairdresser because I never swore her to secrecy, not figuring she's talking to other ppl from my job.
All that being said while it was annoying knowing this b1tch has nothing better to do than talk about me, I really don't give a flying fvck what she thinks.
It's funny because my Little Sis is JUST LIKE ME. So is my best friend. Love me or hate me, it won't make or break me.
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