Rainbow....oh boy, I sure hope you fill us in on how your session goes today! It does amaze me how if something bothers you, even HER being with HIM, that you talk to her about it. That shows strength...and concern about your concerns. You're right, maybe once you get in there and see her, the thoughts of the lack of Email with dissipate, but I do hope you calmly bring it up, because it has bothered you. She can learn to watch her promises a bit more as so not to leave you hanging and disappointed.