So I signed up for a study and today I get lasik for free through a very highly recommended clinic. I didn't realize the stress it is causing until last night I started snapping at everyone and today I snapped at my three year old daughter over shoes. I'm starting to see the huge roll stress plays in this crazy adventure. I don't even feel nervous but obviously I am. I feel so bad when my children are affected. I try to say ok well all I did was pick her up set her down and sternly tell her what she is wearing but it's still abusive in my eyes and an awful thing to do yet I did it. And she accepts it not missing a beat. No matter how well I think I'm doing its really not that good. Anyone else with children have problems and guilt from these things. What do u do to diffuse? What do u do if u don't even know an explosion is coming. Can't wait for this day to be over!

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