Long story short I got fired in April 2015 from my job of 10 years due to multiple hospitalizations and instability. I went on unemployment with no fight from the company but that has recently ended. I have done better without the stress of working but now it's time to go back
I don't think I'm getting much better than this .I'm 35aND after multiple major episodes I'm not sure my brain will ever the fast unstoppable force it use to be.
So I'm need a job fast. 11-7 is what has been offered. I'm scared it may be a recipe for disaster but I also don't want to be a baby. Like I need a job NOW.
I know I am probably under medicated*I know I am* for typical situation but I just am not a fan of meds I can't help it.
Am I setting myself up for failure?
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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