Have you looked outside your field?
I did cocktail waitressing in a fancy hotel club. I was also modeling. Going to school in day and working at night. I was manic but not real bad. I had an episode which caused me to be unreasonable and quit my job.
I later regretted that choice. I got another job at a hotel a cross from Disneyland. I did it but hated it. I was self medicating at the time w codine that my pdoc was prescribing and Valium prn. But he was sexually abusing me too. That's a story for another time.