How do you even explain an in-system relationship to people who don't even believe that you have DID???
I just get carried away and talk about her as if she is another person and when my "friends" ask to see her I always think that it's a joke, but it isn't! And then I'm scared to say "Well she is within the system" because people will laugh at me. What do I do in this situation? Step forward and come out or just hide in and pretend like it never happen?