The pernicious thing about depression is that you can think your OK, while everyone around you can see different.

It's hard to tell from just reading your posts, but I would suggest seeing the counsellor and trying to tell it like it is. Also (as a fellow 'bed potato') I would suggest going out somewhere, a day out and a complete change of scene. That might help you decide how you feel.

I hope you'll keep us posted.

Myzen