A few months ago I was seeing this girl, we weren't a couple but we really hit it off and hung out a few times, kissed and hugged a lot.

I was going through a really hard time with my bipolar, I was in the middle of a mixed mood episode because I wasn't diagnosed and they put me on Zoloft which made things so much worse.

We got into an argument, I became extremely desperate and controlling and she said she needed space, I kept pushing and then we got into an argument and I said a lot of things I regret, I said she was a mistake and that I didn't understand how she could see our relationship as meaningless and just exploded.

Shortly after I was hospitalized, diagnosed with Bipolar and here I am, months later, I'm more stable, in the middle of a depressive episode but a lot better and more sane.

I guess I'm just wondering what you guys think I should do? I don't know if I should apologize, try to talk to her in person, or just move on and leave her behind. I just feel really bad and I really liked her and yeah.

I'm a lot more stable now and am definitely different, we saw each other for a month before my health started going downhill.