I'm not really sure what to say other than I have memories that surface that are triggered which means that they can be repeat memories from the same repeated triggers. Some memories are firsthand actual experiences, or maybe secondhand memory based on something that I've seen, heard, felt, or it's a flashback to an others memory.

I actually pay them a moment of thought and then think nothing of it anyways. When and if I start having seizures will I start worrying about a bigger brain defect then I presently have.

Have you posted in the bipolar and skitzo forums? There psychosis runs rampant at times and may be better answered. Dissociation is not a psychotic event because reality stays intact....it's just detached.

Have you a mental health care pro to talk too? It kinda sounds like you are worried about becoming psychotic which might be making you stressed out. Being psychotic is more of a delusion, the believing in things that aren't real with all your senses. Anything unreal coming from the brain I would classify as hallucinations or visions. Everything else I would just call a vivid imagination or memory.

I hope you find your answers.