Thank you you both for your advice...

Marla500: I am so happy that you are having success. I am grateful that you shared your experience with me.

Waggiedog: I do agree with you that it is an addiction. I was addicted to cutting then stopped and replaced it with alcohol. I no longer drink, so food has become my new addiction. I am scared if I stop eating my pain away. I will fall prey to another addiction.