Thanks for your reply :-)

I am so happy about being pregnant and so excited to become a mom. I of course have fears about it and what I really don't want is to ever be like this around my child. That's why I am really focusing on getting myself together right now (also because it's not good for me or the baby to get worked up like this).

I think blood sugar actually has a lot to do with it. I have always had issues with hypoglycemia and find now that I need to eat a lot of protien, and quite often. Maybe it's having more to do with things than I am realizing?

I am going to keep at the DBT stuff. I am trying to be find to myself and realize that I am living with quite a different brain right now. The key thing is I know how I want to behave and maybe by continuing to practice the DBT skills I will eventually get to where I want to be.