I am so sorry. I had the same thing happen to me after seven years with a therapist. It was terrible. And it ruined my trust in everyone. I went through 8 therapists and never trusted them one bit. Then i found T #9. She is awesome and wonderful and we both knew it would take a long long time to trust her about anything. I do trust her now, mostly, but i still wait for the day she will totally abandon me.