Thank You for the information!!

Honestly , we have had our differences but i just go right back , i feel she looks at her opinion as the only one to matter but when i don't offer an opinion i don't care or i don't look at my responsibilities seriously, its not that its when i do say something its either stupid or she brushes it off. we have days where we are just fine when i say minimal and just agree with any and everything she says

but i look at my future and think , is that how i want to live, in a relationship where nothing i say matters or im told to just be quiet. i want to call her controlling so bad but i know that wont go well.

but its true , i cant eat things i did before we started dating because she doesn't like it , i cant have friends now because she doesnt trust them, i currently take the bus everywhere while she drives, and when i say i would like to get a car (because i make the most money ) she says no because its an extra bill and her car , the brand new one she just got, isnt paid off, like seriously i work hard and get paid good money why cant i have a car?

then with money, i do not have access to my own money , i have to ask her for money or wait until she gets it. if we go into a store and i want something i have to ask her if i can have it half the time its no! but she goes and gets anything she wants when she wants it . my entire check goes straight to her pockets . ive wanted to leave so many times but i have no clue why i cant just walk out the door, when i express how i feel , its always she does it because of me and how i act, she tells me im not allowed to catch an attitude but how can i not be upset being treated like a child all day everyday . like she does good some days then its like a light switch and she will flip completely out. for nothing or no reason. i cooked dinner 2 nights ago and she felt my piece of fish was bigger than hers and when i went to switch them she told me forget it and she didnt want to eat it and to get out her face.

i dont know what to do