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Old Aug 21, 2007, 09:18 AM
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Hmmm.... Yes the side affects did disappear quite quickly- in a matter of few days... I've now been on them almost two weeks-but i've been bad-i feeel better but i like the 'high'...the tingly feeling inside... and i took two doses at once- really terrible i know... and i haven't done it since, although i want to...I've had problems in the past with overdosing- even with painkillers like codydramol...i don't know if i just have an 'addictive personality' or something... i just want to feel sort of out of it all the time...i know that's not the way to get better...I've been acting like i used to- having three of more baths a day or staying in the bath for hours on end...i used to do that a lot because it made me feel better...but inside myself i do feel happier.....meh i don't know- they can take up to a month to work can't they?
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