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Originally Posted by kamikazebaby
That's a pretty healthy attitude, IMO. It bothers me to be rejected by anyone, even relative strangers or unimportant people (but of course it's a million times worse from anyone I care about). I wish I could just not care, but apparently I'm still struggling with self-validation, self-esteem, etc. My support network is also severely lacking.
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Maybe I'm delusional. I struggle with self esteem A LOT. That tends to revolve a lot around my weight. Also my struggles. I feel like if I didn't have my "issues" I'd be in a much better station in life. But at the same time I like being me sometimes. I think I'm a character. I can be funny, b!tchy and more. Basically it's like this - there's never a dull moment and you'll always know where you stand with me. I can be selfish, arrogant, emotional, hilarious, intelligent etc. but one thing you can also rely on is for me to be REAL.
When I figure out how to bottle it, I'll send some your way. If I run out, my sister is loaded up twice as much as me lol.
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