I just read this thread from the beginning. Congratulations on the progress you've made. Staying clean & sober happens one day at a time. I know that's a trite saying, but that's the only way I count my sobriety. I relapsed several times over the years while counting the days, months & years (which many find helpful -- & that's good), but it only happens for me 24 hours at a time. In that sense we're equals...Welcome to the club.