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Old Jan 06, 2016, 10:29 AM
musinglizzy musinglizzy is offline
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Originally Posted by BudFox View Post
Feel more hopeless, defective, mistrustful, cynical, pathological, disconnected, disempowered, alone.

Depression is worse, PTSD manifestations more debilitating.

On the plus side, I now see the danger of deferring and submitting to authority and hierarchy. I have learned to trust my gut.
I'm sorry for how you feel, BudFox. I wasn't going to respond to this thread at all, but after I read your post, I changed my mind. I'll just say, "Ditto to what BudFox said. Can't say it any better." It's unfortunate to have an experience like this....when we end up getting worse instead of better. Hopeful my new T will be able to help me "fix" myself again.
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Thanks for this!
BudFox, Petra5ed