I think the answer is yes but I just need to hear it.

T got details wrong. Said I was late when I wasn't. Said I got angry when I didn't (seriously no yelling/name calling etc just being defensive)

T called me condescending and snarky. Said I was trying to bully her. I asked if she was calling me a bully she said yes

Said she was struggling to maintain her other job and this one but then that therapy ended because of my behaviour

Didn't give invoices until asked 3 or 4 times

I wrote about her and she was such a good T until the spring of 2015. She got very angry.

I think maybe I emailed too much (once every 2 weeks or 10 days) or called too much (once every 3-4 weeks) I hate myself and tend to think I caused this by being a bad person. She was a great T before

My OH says I'm not to blame. Ex T said I had to own my behaviour. I don't even wanna tell new T in case she sides with old T.

I go over it, sure I effed up somehow but then I think even if I am bad I still deserve compassion from a T. That's why I'm in therapy, to change.

She always let the boundaries be loose but then always got mad when I crossed boundaries as though I did so on purpose to bully her. (I've never been called that before, so horrific a label)