Hello Txconfusion. I am sorry to her that you are struggling at this time. Do you still have a DR at this time. You may want to give the Dr a call so you can get back in therapy and on meds until you feel more in control. Also with many women PMDD (a premenstrual Disorder worse than PMS) may be something you may want to look into with your gynecologist if your mood swings are related to your period coming soon. Stress and PMDD dont mix very well. I hope when you get more stable that you will set some boundaries and let your husband take your daughter to daycare 2 or 3 days a week if he can. There is nothing wrong with setting boundaries for yourself and your family, you are stressed out in having to do so much and get up so early to drive to work. Perhaps even giving your husband chores to do around the house will help you be less resentful of things and help you feel less stressed. I hope you feel better soon. Take care. Soidhonia