I don't know what happened. The morning started out okay and know I can't seem to stop crying. I want to si, good thing I got rid of all the razor blades. I want to drink too, good thing I got rid of all my alcohol. I am supposted to be watching the kids, but right now I feel like I can't breathe. I don't know what happened. I am fighting right now, I want to slam my head into the wall. I also found myself biting my hand and didn't even realize it. I don't know what is going on. I feel like I am going crazy. All I want to do is cry. I am so sad and alone and frustrated. I am having a hard time right now. One of the kids keeps asking me when is going to be time to go and I just snap at her and basically tell her to shut up (only a little nicer, I think). I hate when I am like this. I don't like snap at the kids. Anyway I do have to take them to the dentists.
Nicole